Friday - 1 leg kicking
Hmm haven't updated here since I did my operation. Well it went pretty smoothly and now is the recovery period. Needed crutches for the first 2 weeks after the op, then after that could walk around, though the knee periodically will pain for various reasons. The hamstring also hurts cause the doc took hamstring and made the new ligament. Hopefully I can recover sooner. Still working at my dad's office but seeing many of my friends already in NS hopefully I can request for an earlier medical board, get a confirmed PES status and enlist me in hopefully by October. If it drags till next year...Damn don't wanna think about it.
Still, it just feels like time is running out for me. Since everyone's going to do their stuff now, like the guys gotta go NS first, the girls either going to study U or work. I'm still stuck in a limbo, just waiting to go in. But whatever, at least i'm earning money now. Better than just wasting time away. Though I'd love to be able to train my basketball but my knee still need like another 5 months before I can go back to the court and play real pick-up games. Nowadays during weekends I'll still go out to the court but just stand around and shoot. Walk and get the ball etc. Kinda sad now I think about it, but bah whats happened already happened. Can't dwell on the past.
Sometimes when my knee aches/sores I'll feel kinda sad cause I'll think why I have to have all these shit stuff happen to me and etc, and it really gets me down. Like 1 year is gonna be wasted soon, the recurring pain, unable to play the sport I love... Sometimes emoing is inevitable. But when I think about it, I'll say to myself 'Cmon man, pain is temporary, heart and passion will get you through.' Or something along those lines but you get what I mean. Bought a bastketball that time and been doing drills and exercising at home, in the hope when I'm finally able to play again I won't lose touch of the ball. Its become a motivation towards a goal, and it keeps you going. Even during NS I hope I'll still be able to train, so that if next time I go to a university or something hopefully I can go try out for the team and train there.
Well its another long one here, but I'm in the office and there's nothing much else to do at the moment so I'm blogging out to pass time etc. Nobody seems to be online atm so its just watching random stuff till I knock off. Lol. Hey, at least I'm earning some income. ^^ Well will be off now cya.
Still, it just feels like time is running out for me. Since everyone's going to do their stuff now, like the guys gotta go NS first, the girls either going to study U or work. I'm still stuck in a limbo, just waiting to go in. But whatever, at least i'm earning money now. Better than just wasting time away. Though I'd love to be able to train my basketball but my knee still need like another 5 months before I can go back to the court and play real pick-up games. Nowadays during weekends I'll still go out to the court but just stand around and shoot. Walk and get the ball etc. Kinda sad now I think about it, but bah whats happened already happened. Can't dwell on the past.
Sometimes when my knee aches/sores I'll feel kinda sad cause I'll think why I have to have all these shit stuff happen to me and etc, and it really gets me down. Like 1 year is gonna be wasted soon, the recurring pain, unable to play the sport I love... Sometimes emoing is inevitable. But when I think about it, I'll say to myself 'Cmon man, pain is temporary, heart and passion will get you through.' Or something along those lines but you get what I mean. Bought a bastketball that time and been doing drills and exercising at home, in the hope when I'm finally able to play again I won't lose touch of the ball. Its become a motivation towards a goal, and it keeps you going. Even during NS I hope I'll still be able to train, so that if next time I go to a university or something hopefully I can go try out for the team and train there.
Well its another long one here, but I'm in the office and there's nothing much else to do at the moment so I'm blogging out to pass time etc. Nobody seems to be online atm so its just watching random stuff till I knock off. Lol. Hey, at least I'm earning some income. ^^ Well will be off now cya.